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Unfinished Suicide Note by Nyanfood Unfinished Suicide Note by Nyanfood
For those of you who know my problems with chronic depression, this shouldn't come as a surprise. I think I first came up with the idea when I was contemplating writing a suicide note. I tend to go completely impulsive when I get depressed so I figured it'd be best to be prepared, just in case. It's not like I had anything important to put into a pile of last words, but it was a lot easier to draw. This hadn't been finished for months. Though it was meant to be a self-portrait of my psychology, my hairstyle changed several times before its current state. I went to it only when I felt like I needed solace beyond what solitude could provide. In the end, I drew it half-heartedly, and so it will always remain unfinished.

Also, comments telling me not to die will be considered a waste of time, so please don't post them. I'm not going to do anything rash and more than anything, I DON'T NEED WHAT HELP YOU THINK IS BEST FOR ME. I just happened to reach a point of no return with this piece and decided to upload something for the first time in two months. Thank you.
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XxScratchkittyxX Featured By Owner Edited Oct 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I love this piece!! the color scheme goes really well with the theme, and I love the designs drawn to go with it <3 it has that scrapbook feel to it, it's really beautiful Meow :3 

I hope you're okay, riyoku..
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Nyanfood Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014   Digital Artist
I'm much better. I only occasionally relapse into depression now, and I never stay there for long.
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awildusernameappears Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014
Your artwork is so beautiful, it's breathtaking, really! :heart:
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Nyanfood Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014   Digital Artist
Thank you!
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UltraLiThematic Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
The details and coloring are beautiful. 
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Nyanfood Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2013   Digital Artist
Thank you
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Leny97 Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
wow...this dress...!!!
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Nyanfood Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013   Digital Artist
Frillyfrillyfrillyfrill
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Terror-and-Love Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2013
What did you use to color it? Or is it uploaded? It has a very interesting texture. Mine eyes like it quite a bit.

Survivor of depression myself, very dark kind. Got tired of it and got on meds. But its a lonely world in that state. I had my anchors though. In the end had to decide for myself. The otherside is a weird place.
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Nyanfood Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2013   Digital Artist
It's Photoshop CS5.
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