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Unfinished Suicide Note by Nyanfood Unfinished Suicide Note by Nyanfood
For those of you who know my problems with chronic depression, this shouldn't come as a surprise. I think I first came up with the idea when I was contemplating writing a suicide note. I tend to go completely impulsive when I get depressed so I figured it'd be best to be prepared, just in case. It's not like I had anything important to put into a pile of last words, but it was a lot easier to draw. This hadn't been finished for months. Though it was meant to be a self-portrait of my psychology, my hairstyle changed several times before its current state. I went to it only when I felt like I needed solace beyond what solitude could provide. In the end, I drew it half-heartedly, and so it will always remain unfinished.

Also, comments telling me not to die will be considered a waste of time, so please don't post them. I'm not going to do anything rash and more than anything, I DON'T NEED WHAT HELP YOU THINK IS BEST FOR ME. I just happened to reach a point of no return with this piece and decided to upload something for the first time in two months. Thank you.
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UltraLiThematic Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
The details and coloring are beautiful. 
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Nyanfood Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2013   Digital Artist
Thank you
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Leny97 Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
wow...this dress...!!!
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Nyanfood Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013   Digital Artist
Frillyfrillyfrillyfrill
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Terror-and-Love Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2013
What did you use to color it? Or is it uploaded? It has a very interesting texture. Mine eyes like it quite a bit.

Survivor of depression myself, very dark kind. Got tired of it and got on meds. But its a lonely world in that state. I had my anchors though. In the end had to decide for myself. The otherside is a weird place.
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Nyanfood Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2013   Digital Artist
It's Photoshop CS5.
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bezzalair Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2013
Riyo's not a happy chick? :( Sorry to hear that. :hug::hug::hug: Are you still in the sadness?

I just wanted to say I really like this image. It's very beautifully drawn and colored. You always give your subjects such sweet clothing. ;o;
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Nyanfood Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2013   Digital Artist
:glomp: So do you, Bezzy
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MasterPlasma Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2013
Urr, I can relate...

Too bad I still got things holding me back..barely.
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Nyanfood Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2013   Digital Artist
Eh... I don't think it's too good or too bad. What happens happens and what doesn't happen... doesn't happen. It has nothing to do with destiny but it's got a lot to do with decisions and timing.
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